i was talking to Kyle yesterday…or the day before…something like that, and he told me that his band is planning on doing weekend tours and he’s going to do his best to get them to come to Jersey for me. i have some seriously awesome friends. he also said i should grab some friends and do a road trip and go to Michigan and that we can crash at his house.

about an hour or so ago i told him that when they come here i just want them to take me with them. seriously, i need to get out of here. whether it’s Jersey or this house. i’m sick of the bullshit i go through. whenever something goes amazing for me, something bad always goes with it. yesterday i had a fan-fuckin-tastic day and a horrible night. same for today. really, why can’t i just be happy? why does something have to go wrong every FUCKING time?